So remember the Brian posts?
Well if you do you can take a look at the other two posts from Survivor1288.
Anyway...so in my head it's like he split in to two people...best friend Brian and evil Brian. Best friend Brian was there for me when I needed him and cared for me and would stay up with me when I was feeling suicidal. Evil Brian is a liar and mean and just is looking out for himself...
It feels like best friend Brian died and the worst part is that I can't rest with the fact that he is happy and in heaven, he's just gone...is this normal?
The reason I post this in the PTSD forum is because best friend Brian acted as my shield in a time of trauma. So yeah.
Is this normal? What are your thoughts?
Well if you do you can take a look at the other two posts from Survivor1288.
Anyway...so in my head it's like he split in to two people...best friend Brian and evil Brian. Best friend Brian was there for me when I needed him and cared for me and would stay up with me when I was feeling suicidal. Evil Brian is a liar and mean and just is looking out for himself...
It feels like best friend Brian died and the worst part is that I can't rest with the fact that he is happy and in heaven, he's just gone...is this normal?
The reason I post this in the PTSD forum is because best friend Brian acted as my shield in a time of trauma. So yeah.
Is this normal? What are your thoughts?
