Immigration to Canada-urgent prayers needed

huge update which is not good-

I just talked to the best immigrant consultant ever- he laid out everything for us -the good and bad-chances to get visa are not so high after spending the intial 1 lakh-another thing............we need 20 lakh rupees for the whole thing which is a huge amount of money- my parents wiill have to sell land for this-they are still saying to get out and have a life


20 lakh rupees is 40000 dollars - that is why we need such an amount because for 4 people we need 22000 dollars in hand when we land there....

I am so disturbed and upset .........

i feel so discouraged in life-why is nothing working out.........no jobs here and no deliverance here....dont know what to do

...............................this is what i am going through now-my mom said she will help out withthe money but it is more than that -it is complete relocation an travelling with 2 kids-to a place where we have no friends or relatives...........a whole new big thing- i am not able to take this huge decision y myself - I wish and pray God would give me a sign or something- it is like gambling everything you have left for something better but you dont know whether it will work out-whether we will make it big there -not mighty rich or anything -but should be able to send money home and pay of all that huge debts -also make money ---we are both just graduates and no experience in any foreign country so ...............................

hubby will forego a permanent government job which pays very less for whether he will get a job with no language skills........


please someone pm me with advises and prayers-i think i am falling sick due to stress