Thamkyou S,ilvio. I know that you understand.
Thankyou Anhelyna - yes, at last.
This morning Fr E spoke on Forgiveness as was in the Gospel Reading. As he only spoke for a couple of minutes or so, he did not have time to expound properly, and I ended up feeling bad. So we took him up on it by asking a question, and making a point. He was so very good, and said what I had aways believed - that you can only forgive those who yse and abuse you if they ask for forgiveness. And he stated that he knew I would forgive in that circumstance - which is true.
He then said it is. OK to cry (I can't help it almost, at the moment, but then feel bad about it after) and that whatever comes, comes, right now. He then said that we know where they are. He too gad watched the News yesterday, knowing I would be going through it. Infeel bad at being so raw, but Fr B last night told me that to,keep our feelings from God and not allowing themto come out, in tears, is to puta barrier between us and God. Mthat helped me SO MUCH. I was brought up a Stoic. Inhave found rekease and healing from that insight. God bless Fr B - and all of them.