i have a serious problem and I don't know what is going to happen to me when I die. I believe in God and Jesus but as a woman I believe God created women to be a helper aka a sexual and manual slave. God didn't care about women but created them to solve the problem that Adam needed to reproduce. God gave the world to men, Adam names all the animals and then even names eve like a piece of cattle. Eve was suffering in misery even before the fall. Women had periods and childbirth was somewhat painful even before she ate the apple. Now I knowledge all this and accept it but what I can't accept that since I was created to give glory to men why do I have to worship God? Why do I have to go to the same hell as a man even though God did nothing for me but make me a slave? My biggest concern is since there is no marriage or childbirth why can't I go back to the rib from which I was taken no heaven or hell. I think it's cruel for God to force me to continue to exist if my purpose was to be a slave to man. Basically I don't want to go to heaven or hell when I die just go back to the rib I was taken. If I pray can God do this for me or will I go to hell for even asking?