- Jun 13, 2002
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I believe it was that my faith was just not in the place it needed to be to receive the healing I needed. Maybe I'm wrong but that's what I believe. I had been having the problem for years and for the majority of those years I worked in a job that would not have filly covered that surgery. God was all I had. When I was in a job that would cover it, I sought God for a long time before I just concluded that I'd had enough. I'm not looking down on myself in saying my faith was not there, it just wasn't. I also don't think it was because I had another option...other than financial the option was always there. The drs were trying everything else on me but nothing worked. So after a weekend of hemmoraging I went in and told the dr I'd had enough and I wanted the surgery. While it was not the way I had wanted, I felt no condemnation from God. He was there with me the whole time.Hi,
It is not that your faith was not there, I think. It is there was another option that was available for you.
Is that the difference in supernatural and natural in your life? Is it that when God is all there is, then God is there for you, but He still picks the timing and the way.? Is that it? Is that it?
LOVE,
...Mary., .... .
I'm leaving this convo now, because I'm feeling the onset of condemnation from people. Sorry.
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