My OCD has been coming and going with various themes. I went to church today, and when the pastor mentioned about believing in Jesus and trusting Him. "Even the devil's believe." And my mind took that and ran with it. I had a thought come out of no where in my head that was "You don't have a relationship with me."
That really scared me. I am trying to trust God, I make time to talk with Him and to read my Bible almost every day, even if it's a few pages.
So my newest OCD obsession is that I don't really have a relationship with God, or I can't/don't trust Him, etc.
I am going to a psychiatrist to possibly get my meds changed if the insurance stuff is worked out.
That really scared me. I am trying to trust God, I make time to talk with Him and to read my Bible almost every day, even if it's a few pages.
So my newest OCD obsession is that I don't really have a relationship with God, or I can't/don't trust Him, etc.
I am going to a psychiatrist to possibly get my meds changed if the insurance stuff is worked out.