WOW...No responses yet!? I hope that's not God's answer as well,for you to stay in that situation without someone helping you to be able to make some kind of contribution in serving in some capacity. I am not sure how disabled you are as far as being able to use a wheelchair easily or with assistance? But I have always felt the handicapped make the absolute best witness by far,and when an unbeliever sees your faith they wonder WHY you can still trust God. Of course the answer is probably obvious to you and me but not to the lost.
Anyway, will be praying about your situation and just sorry I hadn't noticed this post earlier but I don't visit this section of the forum that much. And I hope you don't take the lack of response the wrong way,because I too have had the same thing happen on many occasion at CF and will probably happen again.
Godspeed, and will even pray for some sort of partial healing,but that's just my "hyper-faith" talking I guess,still you never know? Feel free to PM me or email if you have any questions.
~David B.