Evil Voices, Romance, and Illness

Faith712 · May 23, 2015

Hello brothers and sisters in faith! I hope everyone is doing well today!

I currently have a big problem.

Right now I am hearing evil voices from a man and his wife that I knew of in the past. They say really mean things to me like, "that's funny", "she wears the same clothes everyday", "she's pitiful", and she's "disgusting". If I talk back, a conversation ensues. Last night the man said I needed help so I said his face needed help and it went back and forth until I fell asleep. His response was that i look like a gorilla and etc, so it feels like I'm really talking to someone and not just a voice.

I am diagnosed as schizophrenia but not the paranoid type, it's another type. Either way I am taking my medicine and am currently on a super high dose of medicine according to a doctor. I have doubled my antidepressants and am taking 2 pills of antipsychotic while taking an antipsychotic shot. Nothing is working. I've doubled my antipsychotic and it's still not working and didn't work a bit.

First, let me tell you why I am confused and tormented through all of this.

A long time ago, when I was 13 years, these people in black armor and robes came to my home when I was alone. They were cursing but were nice to me and took my blood. I told my parents but they thought I had dreamed it. Two of these people looked just like this man and his wife.

Fast forward to 2012. I start talking to a good looking life coach. The reason why is I remember in school talking to a life coach and it was very beneficial so I wanted one to help me through school. One day when I was on my computer, I walked away and on the screen was the life coach in black. He was scanning the room saying nice things and then he saw me and minimized the screen. I looked all over my computer and couldn't find him.

Other things happened in 2012, like my webcam light always being on without me using it, me finding a strange chip like device on my laptop which wouldn't fit back on it, and me seeing the same car my coach drives with his state plates riding up the road with the driver covering his face.

Then the voices started in which he and his wife would curse me out and then say nice things, and then curse me out. I had a mental break and had to withdraw that semester.

The voices went away or I didn't pay them any mind until 2014. Feb. 2014 I saw my coach in the car he drives drive by with him talking on the phone. A few minutes later, I saw him outside my house sitting on the steps talking on the phone. A conversation ensued in which I couldn't hear what he was saying only that he was coming back one day and that he loved me. I went outside at some point and walked up to him and smelled his perfume, but I was so scared I forgot to touch him and see if he was real.

So here we are.

I've been institutionalized countless times and have prayed to God about this. I even tried holy water today but it didn't work or didn't work long.

The voices say that it's lizard people tied to a curse saying these things about me, that he and his wife are on my side and that's why they say nice things. I don't know.

If I am being spied upon, don't people talk about people and no one is perfect? Don't friends sometimes say really bad things about each other? I don't know.

I don't know what to do or think. All I know is to pray to God.

Thank you for reading.

Tigger45 · May 23, 2015

May the Lord bless you and keep you, may His face shine upon you.

Avniel · May 23, 2015

Praying for you continue your medication, tell your therpist and continue your prayer brother

BFine · May 23, 2015

Faith712 said:

Hello brothers and sisters in faith! I hope everyone is doing well today!

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Faith712 said:
I currently have a big problem.

Right now I am hearing evil voices from a man and his wife that I knew of in the past. They say really mean things to me like, "that's funny", "she wears the same clothes everyday", "she's pitiful", and she's "disgusting". If I talk back, a conversation ensues. Last night the man said I needed help so I said his face needed help and it went back and forth until I fell asleep. His response was that i look like a gorilla and etc, so it feels like I'm really talking to someone and not just a voice.

I am diagnosed as schizophrenia but not the paranoid type, it's another type. Either way I am taking my medicine and am currently on a super high dose of medicine according to a doctor. I have doubled my antidepressants and am taking 2 pills of antipsychotic while taking an antipsychotic shot. Nothing is working. I've doubled my antipsychotic and it's still not working and didn't work a bit.

Faith712 said:
*Question: Did your doctor prescribe the double doses of your
meds...or are you taking double the dosage on your own accord?
Please inform your doctor about what you are doing, you may not
feel the meds are working as quickly as you'd like but you can do
yourself serious harm by "over-medicating".

First, let me tell you why I am confused and tormented through all of this.

A long time ago, when I was 13 years, these people in black armor and robes came to my home when I was alone. They were cursing but were nice to me and took my blood. I told my parents but they thought I had dreamed it. Two of these people looked just like this man and his wife.

Fast forward to 2012. I start talking to a good looking life coach. The reason why is I remember in school talking to a life coach and it was very beneficial so I wanted one to help me through school. One day when I was on my computer, I walked away and on the screen was the life coach in black. He was scanning the room saying nice things and then he saw me and minimized the screen. I looked all over my computer and couldn't find him.

Other things happened in 2012, like my webcam light always being on without me using it, me finding a strange chip like device on my laptop which wouldn't fit back on it, and me seeing the same car my coach drives with his state plates riding up the road with the driver covering his face.

Then the voices started in which he and his wife would curse me out and then say nice things, and then curse me out. I had a mental break and had to withdraw that semester.

The voices went away or I didn't pay them any mind until 2014. Feb. 2014 I saw my coach in the car he drives drive by with him talking on the phone. A few minutes later, I saw him outside my house sitting on the steps talking on the phone. A conversation ensued in which I couldn't hear what he was saying only that he was coming back one day and that he loved me. I went outside at some point and walked up to him and smelled his perfume, but I was so scared I forgot to touch him and see if he was real.

So here we are.

I've been institutionalized countless times and have prayed to God about this. I even tried holy water today but it didn't work or didn't work long.

The voices say that it's lizard people tied to a curse saying these things about me, that he and his wife are on my side and that's why they say nice things. I don't know.

If I am being spied upon, don't people talk about people and no one is perfect? Don't friends sometimes say really bad things about each other? I don't know.

I don't know what to do or think. All I know is to pray to God.

Thank you for reading.

*What you are describing are the noted symptoms of schizophrenia--
questions:
Are you doing any type of cognitive therapy/counseling, support
group etc?

Also, are you connected with a Christian mentor and Christian prayer partner(s)?

LoricaLady · May 24, 2015

Some of what you describe sounds like demonic attacks, or attacks from witchcraft. I'm not saying that's what they are, though, as I have no way to know.

My suggestion is to fast weekly and ask for guidance and healing and freedom. Don't overdo fasting, though, as it can stress out your adrenals and hurt your health.

Another suggestion would be to try singing as spiritual warfare. Check out how this occurs in the Bible with David and Saul, Paul and Silas and Jehoshophat when several armies were about to come against Israel. Don't sing too loud as that can stress out your vocal cords. Soft, almost whispery, gentle singing works fine. Sing praise songs. See if that helps.

Praying for you for freedom and healing...

Goodbook · May 24, 2015

Aside from all the above i would tell those evil voices to rack off in JEsus' name.

You belong to God..your identity is in Christ, they have no right to harass you.

Mister_Al · May 24, 2015

When the enemy accuses me I respond with a scripture that rebukes his accusation. If the voice says I'm pitiful I respond by saying it is written that I am holy. If the voice says I'm cursed I respond by saying you can't curse what God has blessed.

The devil is always going to be attacking you and you can't battle against him by arguing with him, you have to take each thought captive to the obedience of Christ.

I'll pray for you.

Be Blessed,

Alan

Faith712 · May 25, 2015

BFine said:
*What you are describing are the noted symptoms of schizophrenia--
questions:
Are you doing any type of cognitive therapy/counseling, support
group etc?

Also, are you connected with a Christian mentor and Christian prayer partner(s)?

I am being prescribed double doses of medicine, thank you. I don't understand why that wasn't assumed in the beginning.

Yes I am doing therapy and no I have no christian mentor or prayer partner.

Which symptoms are of schizophrenia and which ones are not?

I actually believe it's both, I think it's my disease AND that dark forces are in my life.

Odetta · May 25, 2015

You didn't specifically mention that your doctor Ok'd the doubling of meds, and unfortunately some people with mental illness have been known to abuse their meds, which gives the rest of us a bad rap.

I pray that your doctor can help you come up with a solution to get rid of the voices. It all sounds like symptoms of your condition to me. But Satan can use anything to attack us. I pray for your protection.

Quasicentennial · May 26, 2015

We can become extremely sensitive to personal negative criticism or gossip without our presence, sometimes they could be murderous thoughts from those you know so well who have shown and continue to show respect without any kind of discrimination, such as age, racial background, skills- once you say or do something slightly or seriously wrong, especially if you are working in an employment situation where you are supervised constantly after being in the job for more than 6 months:.
Moving forward - is staying positive, to find new ways, new ideas to accomplish a task speedily without any awkwardness, to replace negative/ murderous thoughts with positive complimentary thoughts - to deceive or trick your sensitive mind into believing that everyone you meet or know so well respect you as if you are married to them - well, not physically but spiritually, as we Christians are united in Christ as one union with Christ - and it is this supernatural or spiritual bondage that multiplies our strong faith in Jesus Christ as he fights constantly during this endless spiritual warfare against Satan:.
To overcome these negative imaginary characters in our minds is to find out what's so common about them and their lack of response to reality, such as asking questions about today's date, time and weather conditions - or ask them what you are wearing and describe the color of the clothing because these mental characters always wear the same clothes, don't have dinner or coffee with you and they don't age or become ill if they had something to eat or drink or even sneeze saliva droplets in the air after catching a cold.;'*';.

bottledwater · May 29, 2015

Faith712 said:
Hello brothers and sisters in faith! I hope everyone is doing well today!

I currently have a big problem.

Right now I am hearing evil voices from a man and his wife that I knew of in the past. They say really mean things to me like, "that's funny", "she wears the same clothes everyday", "she's pitiful", and she's "disgusting". If I talk back, a conversation ensues. Last night the man said I needed help so I said his face needed help and it went back and forth until I fell asleep. His response was that i look like a gorilla and etc, so it feels like I'm really talking to someone and not just a voice.

I am diagnosed as schizophrenia but not the paranoid type, it's another type. Either way I am taking my medicine and am currently on a super high dose of medicine according to a doctor. I have doubled my antidepressants and am taking 2 pills of antipsychotic while taking an antipsychotic shot. Nothing is working. I've doubled my antipsychotic and it's still not working and didn't work a bit.

First, let me tell you why I am confused and tormented through all of this.

A long time ago, when I was 13 years, these people in black armor and robes came to my home when I was alone. They were cursing but were nice to me and took my blood. I told my parents but they thought I had dreamed it. Two of these people looked just like this man and his wife.

Fast forward to 2012. I start talking to a good looking life coach. The reason why is I remember in school talking to a life coach and it was very beneficial so I wanted one to help me through school. One day when I was on my computer, I walked away and on the screen was the life coach in black. He was scanning the room saying nice things and then he saw me and minimized the screen. I looked all over my computer and couldn't find him.

Other things happened in 2012, like my webcam light always being on without me using it, me finding a strange chip like device on my laptop which wouldn't fit back on it, and me seeing the same car my coach drives with his state plates riding up the road with the driver covering his face.

Then the voices started in which he and his wife would curse me out and then say nice things, and then curse me out. I had a mental break and had to withdraw that semester.

The voices went away or I didn't pay them any mind until 2014. Feb. 2014 I saw my coach in the car he drives drive by with him talking on the phone. A few minutes later, I saw him outside my house sitting on the steps talking on the phone. A conversation ensued in which I couldn't hear what he was saying only that he was coming back one day and that he loved me. I went outside at some point and walked up to him and smelled his perfume, but I was so scared I forgot to touch him and see if he was real.

So here we are.

I've been institutionalized countless times and have prayed to God about this. I even tried holy water today but it didn't work or didn't work long.

The voices say that it's lizard people tied to a curse saying these things about me, that he and his wife are on my side and that's why they say nice things. I don't know.

If I am being spied upon, don't people talk about people and no one is perfect? Don't friends sometimes say really bad things about each other? I don't know.

I don't know what to do or think. All I know is to pray to God.

Thank you for reading.

Faith, you are in a tough situation. I mean, I cannot tell if it is your illness, or maybe side effects of your meds, or even demonic attacks, that are the cause of your problem.
One thing that I do get out what you have shared, is that you are not experiencing anything that can physically hurt you.
So, with that not being something to worry about. I would ignore anything that seemed out of the norm.
Focus completely on the Lord, and what He has done for all of us, and also focus on the future that we can expect to one day share together in the presence of our Lord.
The only way that anything that isn't hurting us physically can have any kind of effect on us, is only if we recognize them as a problem. If we choose to ignore them, and just brush them off as nothing. Then they have no power over us.
We are the ones that make the choice of how much something is going to hider us, and become a problem.
keep your mind filled up with thoughts on High.

Do not entertain anything that does not actually have physical contact with you. This would certainly pertain to the woman and man.
In the future you should not ague with or insult them, and as far as the woman wearing the same clothes everyday. Who cares. I mean, there are lots of souls out there that struggle.
If you think that you are up against a demon. Do not address it, or recognize it's presence. Take your concern directly to the Lord.
Contrary to what all of these media flakes tell us about binding Satan, or rebuking devils. They are wrong.
In the book of Jude it speaks of Michael disputing over the body of Moses, with Satan, and He did not say one railing accusation against the devil. But, said Lord rebuke you.
I have been hindered in my life by things that are unexplainable. I hand them over to Christ, whom is the final authority over all of creation.
I just pray to the Lord to protect me, and to carry out His will.
I have said, "Lord rebuke you", also.
It depends on how concerned that I am at the time.
Remember that anything unseen that comes against you, can only do so if out Lord allows for it to do so. So, whatever is happening, the Lord is going to use it to bring about your perfection.
I love you, and I just want you to know that some of us really do care about you, and are here to help you thru this.
I leave for tomorrow night to head back to work, so I won't be able to get back to you for a week.
Just please do not lose faith in the fact that you are precious, and Jesus has an awesome plan for each of us, that are in Him.

I sometimes like to think about how we have The Holy Spirit living inside of us. I mean, just think about that. God on the inside. Who, or what can come against Him. Take comfort in knowing that anything that is going on with you, is not done in secret, and God is fully aware and continually acting on our behalf.

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