what are you feeling right now? (23)

Lily76_ · May 20, 2015

scared

RuthD · May 20, 2015

chaoticfirefly · May 20, 2015

RuthD said:
bad

Jeshu · May 21, 2015

RuthD said:
bad

I hope you will soon feel a bit better again Ruth.

grandvizier1006 · May 21, 2015

chaoticfirefly said:
Disgusted. One of my favorite youtubers posted a video last week and a video this week that really upsets me and I find it insulting considering my experiences and my best friends experience. It makes me sick people agree with her.

If it's any consolation, I worry about that happening to youtubers I like, too, like one day they will insult my faith.

grandvizier1006 · May 21, 2015

Ashamed. My mom just seems to love to call me a child. Is it really selfish of me to want a good night's sleep for my exams today when my little brother plays video games until midnight?

Jeshu · May 21, 2015

I felt a lot better this week compared to last week. Motivation still very low and tired all the time but otherwise it has been a good week.

Blessings to all

grandvizier1006 · May 21, 2015

Very dizzy and lightheaded. Forgot to take some medicine and now I'm suffering the side effects.

chaoticfirefly · May 22, 2015

I'm better. Been writing since I got home, but stuck again. And I think when I get the money (may donate plasma for this), I'm gonna get another tattoo to mark a new chapter in my life, perhaps that vine/flower tattoo I want to go up my side or a quote somewhere.

Yusuphhai · May 22, 2015

I have thought I could not come back to CF recently because of the upgrade.

wish you all a good day.

grandvizier1006 · May 22, 2015

Struggling with looking at dirty stuff. I'm going to try avoiding it for a week. It's practically a compulsion.

Cracklin Rose · May 22, 2015

suffocating

aflower4God · May 22, 2015

I was prescribed a new med today called Ativan which is in the same family as Xanax but I told the doc when I take a xanax two days later it hits me hard, and she said that the Ativan isn't as harsh. I need it for my panic condition.

chaoticfirefly · May 23, 2015

Trembling with rage.

He should be in jail.

He should be rotting in jail. He should not be having children.

I don't care what you believe. I don't care if you're Muslim, Pagan, Christian, Hindu, whatever. The moment you harm a child sexually or physically you are a monster and should be punished.

And the father should have the father title revoked the moment he remained silent. My rage on this will be never ending, I will never pity the rapist or the abuser, I will never ever ever pity a thing the moment they knowingly harm another person or animal.

grandvizier1006 · May 23, 2015

The world is going to hell in a hand basket.

Cracklin Rose · May 23, 2015

grandvizier1006 said:
The world is going to hell in a hand basket?

yes it is, i hate how there is so much sexual content in media, its getting worse and worse every single day. i feel like it wont be long til god comes and destroys the world - however i find it hard to believe because people have been saying god's coming back soon for 2000 thousand+ years now, and it just seems stupid that the world has been spinning for billions of years and people think they are so important that it's going to end in their little 80 year life span.

i think more along the lines the world will end when man destroys the ozone layer or causes a nuclear holocauste and even without it, with all the pollution being created - i mean yes the world will continue to spin for billions of more years, but no doubt within a couple hundred years it wont be able to sustain life.

grandvizier1006 · May 23, 2015

Cracklin Rose said:
yes it is, i hate how there is so much sexual content in media, its getting worse and worse every single day. i feel like it wont be long til god comes and destroys the world - however i find it hard to believe because people have been saying god's coming back soon for 2000 thousand+ years now, and it just seems stupid that the world has been spinning for billions of years and people think they are so important that it's going to end in their little 80 year life span.

i think more along the lines the world will end when man destroys the ozone layer or causes a nuclear holocauste and even without it, with all the pollution being created - i mean yes the world will continue to spin for billions of more years, but no doubt within a couple hundred years it wont be able to sustain life.

I think the end will come slowly. At some point when humanity is so callous and uncaring and against any moral originally set forth by Christianity, and even things we think are terrible today will become acceptable. Just when it seems like there will be no hope, God will save us.

I know it's tempting to be miserable and cynical like I was just then, but we have to stay strong.

chaoticfirefly · May 24, 2015

Livid. This building is absolutely terrible.

Cracklin Rose · May 24, 2015

grandvizier1006 said:
I think the end will come slowly. At some point when humanity is so callous and uncaring and against any moral originally set forth by Christianity, and even things we think are terrible today will become acceptable. Just when it seems like there will be no hope, God will save us.

I know it's tempting to be miserable and cynical like I was just then, but we have to stay strong.

If God didn't come during the holocaust (jews are/were his chosen people btw) chances are he probably won't ever come back until the sun burns out or something - simply because of....FREE WILL

- gotta love it.

Biggest thing i found that helps me in life, is the fact that God can only hurt us through other people, which is why people with depression naturally tend to isolate themselves, even if they don't know why they are doing it. only thing worse than the constant pain of depression, is the blows of condescending advice and useless platitudes from other people to remind you that there really is no hope and nobody understands. which is why its best to isolate when you are hurting then when you feel better you can face the world...this is a dog eat dog world, even among christians - actually, especially among christians, and we gotta be careful.

grandvizier1006 · May 24, 2015

Cracklin Rose said:
If God didn't come during the holocaust (jews are/were his chosen people btw) chances are he probably won't ever come back until the sun burns out or something - simply because of....FREE WILL - gotta love it.

Biggest thing i found that helps me in life, is the fact that God can only hurt us through other people, which is why people with depression naturally tend to isolate themselves, even if they don't know why they are doing it. only thing worse than the constant pain of depression, is the blows of condescending advice and useless platitudes from other people to remind you that there really is no hope and nobody understands. which is why its best to isolate when you are hurting then when you feel better you can face the world...this is a dog eat dog world, even among christians - actually, especially among christians, and we gotta be careful.

"God can only hurt us through other people?" That's ridiculous. PEOPLE hurt each other through other people. Please don't spread your cynicism to me, that's the last thing I need right now.

Today in church, God made sure to remind me that "they" had no power over me, and it didn't matter what "they" think of me, whether that's my family or other Christians or unbelievers. I just have to do my best to serve God, and if I am wise, articulate, thoughtful and loving, then maybe God can work through me to open up someone's heart as he did mine.

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