Most of my relatives claim to be Christians, but they aren't! Not in the way I see them. I know we are all sinners and have faults, but I have faced many life and death situations with my health just in the last 7 years, but everyone acts as if nothing happened or they just don't give a crap about me! I've faced heart surgery, out of the blue after discovering a birth defect that went unnoticed for almost 2 decades of my life and have caused a myriad of deteriorations of my body! Before or after the surgery I got no phone calls, no letters, no get well cards, no visitors, nothing! I was abandoned! My parents who I live with, my dad doesn't know anything about caring or love and hid away in his room and my mother is too emotional she just walks away and sometimes tells me "I just can't deal with you." Some of my health problems haven't been officially diagnosed because I am unable to do tests, so doctors tell me it's all in my head and I am unable to get aid!
I'm at my wits end, very depressed, health is terrible, exhausted, unable to sleep due to stress and my aching and deteriorating body, I have no friends, no way to get out on my own, no money, my parents barely can pay rent. They are old and tired and I desperately need support! I have struggled so hard to find comfort, safety and love, but I can't! Please pray for me! Pray that God will perform a miracle, because I desperately need one! This isn't a rebellious act or just a bad day in my life, I am dying inside, spiritually! I need God to open up a door, and fast, so I can get away from this oppressive situations! I don't care how it happens, through what means or by who, I need Him to get me away from my relatives. I have been hurt so bad and for so long...Please! I just want to be around kind people who will at least give some sort of sympathy/empathy after everything I've gone through! The pain is just so bad...Please pray and ask God to perform a miracle for me! I beg of you, please!
I'm at my wits end, very depressed, health is terrible, exhausted, unable to sleep due to stress and my aching and deteriorating body, I have no friends, no way to get out on my own, no money, my parents barely can pay rent. They are old and tired and I desperately need support! I have struggled so hard to find comfort, safety and love, but I can't! Please pray for me! Pray that God will perform a miracle, because I desperately need one! This isn't a rebellious act or just a bad day in my life, I am dying inside, spiritually! I need God to open up a door, and fast, so I can get away from this oppressive situations! I don't care how it happens, through what means or by who, I need Him to get me away from my relatives. I have been hurt so bad and for so long...Please! I just want to be around kind people who will at least give some sort of sympathy/empathy after everything I've gone through! The pain is just so bad...Please pray and ask God to perform a miracle for me! I beg of you, please!
