I am not a lesbian and do not have any desire to be with a man or a woman. I find some women and men physically attractive but it's very rare. When a guy shows interest in me, I lose interest, and don't have any desire to talk to any of the guys I had chances with. You have the cute guys and the ugly guys. The well endowed and the not well endowed. The guy who has money and the guy who doesn't have money. The guy with the nice car or the crappy one. The guy who is educated and the one who is not. The guy who has a house and the one who doesn't. The guy who is a so called Christian and the one who isn't. The guy who is nice and the guy who is mean. The guy who respects I am celibate and the guy who tries to force himself on me. The same ol boring dating scene. I lost all desire to get married. I have a child and I am content. I would love to find someone I could marry and be happy with but every time I really think about it, I find it kind of revolting. I love sex but I don't want to fornicate anymore. I rarely get turned on sexually any way. I had these issues for the past 6 years. I was attracted to my sons father but not anymore.
I don't know if its just black men I am no longer attracted to or what. Race never mattered to me and changing my race in dating is not a fixer upper. I just want to know what happened 6 years ago.
P.S. sorry if I said some obscene things, I just was trying to get my point across.
I don't know if its just black men I am no longer attracted to or what. Race never mattered to me and changing my race in dating is not a fixer upper. I just want to know what happened 6 years ago.
P.S. sorry if I said some obscene things, I just was trying to get my point across.