Well, to start, I am a 20 year old male, college student, and I was raised in a very Christian home since I was very young. However, ever since I can remember, I have always been attracted to the same sex. I can even remember being in fifth grade (when I first began to be attracted to other people my age) and being attracted to other boys in my class. I have gone out with girls before, still a virgin, but have never been as physically attracted to the opposite sex as I am towards the same sex. I am still somewhat addicted to inappropriate content, and it is only gay inappropriate content, which I know isn't helping the problem. The thing is, I DO NOT want to live like this! I have been able to conrtol my homosexual feelings before and even my inappropriate content addiction, and truly live a Godly life which I desire to have once again, but I feel that since I have such strong homosexual feelings, it is impossible to live a Godly life and still be attracted to men only.
I would like to know if anyone else has struggled with homosexuality like this and has been able to put those feelings aside to the point where you are living a Godly, hetero lifestyle? And if so, how did you do it?? I just want to know if these feelings can be "reversed," for lack of a better word, or at least suppressed. It feels like I was destined to be a raging homosexual! Someone please help! =(
I would like to know if anyone else has struggled with homosexuality like this and has been able to put those feelings aside to the point where you are living a Godly, hetero lifestyle? And if so, how did you do it?? I just want to know if these feelings can be "reversed," for lack of a better word, or at least suppressed. It feels like I was destined to be a raging homosexual! Someone please help! =(