Hello,
I'm 19 years old. I've been a Christian since I was a kid. My whole family serves at church including me. There is this thing that makes me like girl's feet. I just don't know why I like them, I just do since I was young. I love the whole women body but there's this odd thing for feet as I said. I haven't told ANYONE about this before, but it's really damaging my relationship with God because lustful images come to my mind when I see a nice girl in flip flops, which is really common anywhere.
I've tried to quit it by myself. But I last like 1 month without looking at them but I go back. I've tried asking God for help but it ain't working. I'm really ashamed of this thing I had. I just wish it was that easy to quit but I feel like there's a part of my brain that won't change no matter how hard I try. I've tried fasting and praying but it only lasts a few weeks before my eyes betray me.
I've felt the supernatural power of God in my life before, but this thing is giving me a hard time. And no, I won't talk to anyone I know about it... it's really embarassing... :o
I'm 19 years old. I've been a Christian since I was a kid. My whole family serves at church including me. There is this thing that makes me like girl's feet. I just don't know why I like them, I just do since I was young. I love the whole women body but there's this odd thing for feet as I said. I haven't told ANYONE about this before, but it's really damaging my relationship with God because lustful images come to my mind when I see a nice girl in flip flops, which is really common anywhere.
I've tried to quit it by myself. But I last like 1 month without looking at them but I go back. I've tried asking God for help but it ain't working. I'm really ashamed of this thing I had. I just wish it was that easy to quit but I feel like there's a part of my brain that won't change no matter how hard I try. I've tried fasting and praying but it only lasts a few weeks before my eyes betray me.
I've felt the supernatural power of God in my life before, but this thing is giving me a hard time. And no, I won't talk to anyone I know about it... it's really embarassing... :o