GQ Chris

GQ Chris

I didn't go visit her tonight at her work like I sometimes do, pretty proud of myself tonight.

GQ Chris

everyone is entitled to step in some mud, but its time to shake it off today.

GQ Chris

feelings are passing, time itself is passing, but I don't want to be cheated out, somehow deceived by my own deceptions, by deceptive feelings, choosing to go the way of indifference rather than stepping out into the unknown or more difficult path but ultimately the one with the better reward. I missed things before, missed the trip, missed the boat, missed the mark. Truth will keep me there, faith will get me there, and no matter how it looks, the Spiritual eyes always have a greater depth perception...

GQ Chris

What took me not a long time to destroy, God is rebuilding right before my very eyes. I can't believe it, but it's true. The steps have been ordered and I see all his handiwork, I have received more than I deserve. There is a lot of work to do now, and I have a feeling I will have my work cut out for me, but there's no better feeling than knowing that I am right in the middle of his absolute perfect Will.

GQ Chris