The more I am on here...the more I realize how I need more good Christian friends in my life. I really wish I could have a group of people I could hang out together who share my values... people I could talk to about God things. People I could ask to pray for me.

These past few weeks have been a major struggle... with people. Very hurtful. Maybe part of me is unwilling to let go because it's somewhat my protection.
But I know that's foolish, and that God doesn't intend for us to stay isolated and unforgiving. I just don't know where to draw the line between trust and the love of Christ. Not when I'm hurting so much deep inside.

sigh...I know. When under attack, pray more and use the Word. I am tired and worn though...
Which is why I need people to pray with me.

Although I do have a few things I am grateful for.

white dove has shown me that not all women are spiteful and awful. So to you...thank you. I know that we all have our moments, but I've seen you as being kind to everyone. And with my experiences with women lately...I really needed to see that to feel like there are good women out there.

kevlite has shown me that there are good men. Not that I think that all men are terrible...but at least now I have a real example of a man of value. How refreshing it is to see a guy who isn't so lustful...living life for self-pleasure and self-gain. You are what I would call a real man.