Entries for August 2012

hi God
so yeah havent been here for a while
things have been going ok overall
except i know i havent been spending time with you like i should and probably need to
but tonight was good so i thank you for that
i was nervous but it went ok


sometimes its like i'm wading through water with a head wind, its hard going and theres things that you have asked and that i want to do even though its all just hard but then you let me see something you're doing that has nothing to do with me and it is so good to see that otherwise i think, well i know i would maybe give up


i feel sad for no reply but i understand it too
the dvd series about strongholds thank you for that God and for the other good things you know about them

it is a hard place to be in that you have brought me into but it is good in its own way too

like that wall hanging says if God brings you to it He will bring you through it so that is the way it is.

i am tired God maybe today it is because have caught a cold though
it is good to write here God
i like that this is here when need to do this

God i am sorry for not spending the time i should be with you lately. i know you do understand but you should be my closest friend, you are because you never leave me or forsake me and i am so thankful for that but i know i need to be better friend to you though.
even as i write this you are here though
thank you God

it was hard day being so tired Lord, i nearly didnt make it to work and then was so tired and nervous about tonight but it went ok after all, thank you God

i dont think i want to go to work tomorrow esp if i feel like this

it was hard day today God i think you carried me today

so tired need to sleep
i did like the dvd about strongholds God i did like that
nite Father God over all the Universe thank you for loving me

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