hello everyone, i am a single mom who is currently pregnant of 6 month. i have been in a on and off relationship with a man who i believe would be my husband soon. he is not christian but i constantly invite him and talk to him about God. i got ask my hand in marriage in september and by october, i was pregnant for him.

He decided to leave me because he felt he wasnt ready, he plans of taking care of his child, but dont know if he will get back with me, he comes for my doctor appointments and send me daily messages to wish me a good day.i have seen him 4 times since i am pregnant, i refused to allowed him in any more doctor's appointment because i am ashamed. I hold grudges against him and cry many times everyday, i dont know how to deal with this.i have pray to God so i can forgive and forget for many months and i am still angry.i even thought of not giving any news anymore or reply to copy/paste messages he sent. dont know what to do really.