In my blog, I wish to bring reflections concerning the Cross which Christians are called to take up into their lives, as well as the Narrow Path in which all are to walk on in order to receive life eternal.
I will also journal my thoughts and bring reflections on other subjects.
I will also journal my thoughts and bring reflections on other subjects.
In much pain
The pain which I am experiencing is very deep and very terrible.
When my dear husband and I need our friends the most, this is when they desert us. Many people cannot handle people in pain, even their own friends. Some even abandon their friends forever because of this.
My heart is heavy within me and I feel so angry!
However, it seems that this extreme loneliness and pain has been allowed, even brought on by God, in order to make us realize what He truly wants from us.
I have the impression God wishes to speak to us and teach and show us things that we would be too hardheaded to see and understand were it not for these terrible blows and extreme loneliness.
And there is the need to learn to forgive those who trespass against and betray us. Their heart is not right with God...
God have mercy, this is so unbearably hard...
When my dear husband and I need our friends the most, this is when they desert us. Many people cannot handle people in pain, even their own friends. Some even abandon their friends forever because of this.
My heart is heavy within me and I feel so angry!
However, it seems that this extreme loneliness and pain has been allowed, even brought on by God, in order to make us realize what He truly wants from us.
I have the impression God wishes to speak to us and teach and show us things that we would be too hardheaded to see and understand were it not for these terrible blows and extreme loneliness.
And there is the need to learn to forgive those who trespass against and betray us. Their heart is not right with God...
God have mercy, this is so unbearably hard...
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 |  I didn't realize you were having this problem...I'm sorry. There's so many forces out there that can contribute to confusion and disbelief. It's hard. |
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