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Im always looking for the safest road. The security highway. Iv'e looked hard for this wondrous place. I almost found it, Heading down the highway; I knew it was around the next mountain pass, or the next turn sign. Deeper and deeper I wondered inward hoping to find this utopia.

I never found it; I found something else instead. courage! Courage to come back to reality. reality means; Im going to feel some anxieties and feel imperfections. At times Im going to feel low self...

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I am judged severally everywhere I go. I am judged according to my intellect, according to how I dress, How I look, How I talk. Im judged by everything.

I live in a world of status seekers, those that gauge personal value by what others have or don't have. Its very tiring being around these people.

I live in a land of false people. people that attack.

Im learning to keep'm off.. its its scary and hard.

People have no boundaries.....

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Many years ago when God brought music to me, I began to write songs. I finished my first song in 2 months. The goal was to write it, memorize it, perform it.

I have done half of this. I created songs, I have written lyrics. I have an understanding of how to write a song. I have a basic understanding of writing lyrics. The next step is to memorized and perform. Performing means, in a coffee shop or a party, or a park, or an assigned area of the city next to the bank. First...

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Unbelievably Im becoming restored. It doesn't matter if it is complete. What matters is that it is happing, and it wont slow down. It is continues, ever moving like the universe.

I was told it was God doing the work. I pray all the time to God, I will assume they are correct.

My life is strange, my life has been spared. I was dead, not now. Im allowing the flows of life to flood into me again; it is scary and very painful and confusing. I remember those waters,...

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God is working in my life. He is working the hard way. That means he's teaching me what he already knows. And What does he know? He knows what happened to his son! I know the nature of those that commit such crimes; as the crime against his son. God knows this crime; it is repeated a bizzilian times over and over on planet earth.

God understands; helping me to understand what he understands. God can take the rejection of this world; he does not need this place; I do. I am...

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