Entries for July 2012

I have to leave my church now. God allowed me time at this present church to heal and learn many things and to regain many things, now it is time for me to leave. I am sorrowful for this, as God was in this church and I must leave that sanctuary that he resides in. It feels like abandonment. I have stayed extra long considering the circumstances. the people at the church have aloud this. Now God is closing there eyes I guess... Anyway, its time to leave.... Slowly...

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omnicell

Im learning how to build a dead person; me. never thought in a million years I would come back to life. Im disgusted to find that nothing in the world, nor the decrepit attitudes of the people have changed. I have to trust God relentlessly to survive this.

Im working through a very hard time. Im working my way through or out of immature people. These people served there purpose, now Im moving upward. These people took what they needed from me. I don't owe them a thing. Most...

omnicell

Something is over coming me. Im back with the understanding of friendships. I will have to study what that really means. It does mean getting close to people. This is a mighty thing. God is leading me back into the water again.

I am misunderstood by so many people. Unfortunately I have a bizarre life style for some. Some don't believe Im an honest person. Im the most honest person they have ever met. Im not perfect. I get confused like anyone else.

Im being...

omnicell

Its not just an Eveil world, its a sinister eveil world.

Traps: to set some one up by fooling them, grooming them, leading them on. I am in a world of trappers. Seems, all I see are traps of one form or another, haters pretending to be saints. the whole world seems full of them. Its crazy. I have no where to rest my head. Its exhausting. So many people want to jump in and control. Its crazy. Or they want something based on perceived status, when they don't get what they want...

omnicell

I need to keep these creeps out of my experiences. Those that look for weak people and want to advise them or run their lives.

My life is no ones business until I make it there business. If I didn't ask you, don't offer.

Im not interested in your opinions of my life. Get your own life and stay out of mine. If you would like to go have ice cream and go to the fair, be my friend and have fun. Thats fine. Whats with the influence. Who said I need you to influence...

omnicell