Im always looking for the safest road. The security highway. Iv'e looked hard for this wondrous place. I almost found it, Heading down the highway; I knew it was around the next mountain pass, or the next turn sign. Deeper and deeper I wondered inward hoping to find this utopia.

I never found it; I found something else instead. courage! Courage to come back to reality. reality means; Im going to feel some anxieties and feel imperfections. At times Im going to feel low self worth and low self esteem. Im not going to like it. I will want to dream my way into a new way of living; it wont work.

Acceptance is the rational answer; go forward any way.

What a journey I am on. God is directing the whole thing.