Unbelievably Im becoming restored. It doesn't matter if it is complete. What matters is that it is happing, and it wont slow down. It is continues, ever moving like the universe.

I was told it was God doing the work. I pray all the time to God, I will assume they are correct.

My life is strange, my life has been spared. I was dead, not now. Im allowing the flows of life to flood into me again; it is scary and very painful and confusing. I remember those waters, those floods. Those floods killed me, yet, satan was running the gates, now God is running the gates and the water works for him.

I am not perfect, I am with the lord.