That fantasy bond nearly killed me. It kept me alive as a child. It kept the bad people away.
Now Im learning to hold on to God and expect nothing from the world. Nothing is the world.

God is the light, I look curiously at this light, I trust this light. It is the light from God. It is God. I will hug God, he is the light. The light is warm and loving. I am not going to let go. God loves me and keeps me safe. I come first in Gods eyes. Nothing is more important to God then me. What a great feeling. He loves me more then anything on earth. He is pure. His heart is with me, that is why I trust him. Nothing will come between me and God. Nothing. He loves me..

I love you God, Put your arms around me God and keep me safe.

I pray for all your children God..

Amen...