I am but a shadow that walks this world of light looking for my own

so today was kinda crappy....updated the tumblr...

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i got a tumblr the link is on my page. ill be posting there from now on.

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sometimes life goes great and youre on top of the world. but then sometimes you fall and cant seem to get yourself up out of the mud. you try and try to do things on your own but your realize that you cant make it on your own and you need help. going through a rough patch in my life right now. there are several things going on that are crowding my head with worries and doubts. i need help. i need prayer. i need strength from God to keep to the straight and narrow and to be all i can be in him.

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why is it that those closest to you are the ones that hurt you the most? its no like they mean to but that doesnt mean it hurts any less...for them to even think the things they do it has to come from somewhere....and theyll apologize all day but never actually take it back...they meant what they said.. they just didnt mean to say it...ugh i dont know what to do...one of my closest friends said something that upset me pretty bad but i didnt let it show too much. and they apologized. but they still...

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yeah bedknobs and broomsticks has to be my favorite muvee ever! but when they sang the "age of not believeing" song i began wondering whether or not i still believe and my ponderings went on from there. heres the song:

When you rush around in hopeless circles
Searching ev'rywhere for something true
You're at the age of not believing
When all the "make believe" is through

When you set aside your childhood heroes
And your dreams...

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