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Been thinking a lot about how people are sometimes pessimistic, and only see the bad things in life... I was one of them for a few months, but Mostly I am an optimistic person, and I mostly see the lighter side of life. All I needed to do is remember that there is a light in the darkness of everybody's life, we just need to see it and quit being blind to the hopeful side, sometimes it hurts to think that everything's going to be okay, but when you meet God halfway... anything can happen. hope...

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Caring is the hardest thing to do. Usually the ones who care the most are hurt the most and are really the ones who want someone to care. The person who has the kindest soul has had to build a strong heart that constantly gets penatrated. This person I'm talking about is me as well as many others in this world. We are the people who get torn down, but act like nothing happened at all. We are the people who care about others way more than ourselves. That's the hard thing about life... we give ours...

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I'm walking with a shattered heart, but still my face bears a smile, while the pieces clatter inside of me and slowly repair, people constantly try to pull me down. However, God is pulling me up at the same time, and no one can ever fight God, even though they try. So don't be a crab in the bucket pulling others down with you, don't be that person take care of YOU and then start with others. As Michal Jackson said 'I'm starting with the man in the mirror.' he was right. That's a good way to be....

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You can't see the scars on the heart, you can't see the tears behind the eyes, you can't see the hurt under the smile, you can't see the bruised soul, you can't see the tattered memories, you can't know how hard someone's life is unless you open up to them and look beyond the mask to find what's real. Love hurts and once the person you fell in love with first leaves, you never forget them. Till I write again... God Bless~not so smiley smilez43

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The world is never the same for you after you loose someone, your heart is broken and after a while it may fix up, but your heart is never the same. The world turns dark for you, and it seems like there is no light and no one to help you. Well there is a light and his name is Jesus. Follow his guidance to whatever ends and your road will be a little bit happier. I may smile, but that does not mean that I myself am happy, but I believe that God/Jesus will soon lead me back to my happy place. Until...

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