God's Fighter

Why is it the love you showed me can't be expressed to everybody that you see, you're sitting there in your empty pew enjoying your own life, but it is not your's to have. You lost your life just as I lost mine. Yet we live, we live another life, the life of Christ. But you're sick and delirious and blind. But I pray you are not deaf just yet, because all I have are words to tell you, the words that have been told to me, The Word that speaks to me and also to you. I can't seem to get through the...

God's Fighter

What lies left, beyond the rationalization of who He is, beyond the irreverent questions and self justification. What is it that so many fail to attain, or even see, or even fail to be aware of? When you bear the darkest of suffering, and the most vilest of sins against you, when you've got nothing left but to make one final protest against the world and it's heresy against God. In the obsidian and abysmal darkness where no hope man has of his own. There, that is the place Jesus traverses. When...

God's Fighter

I've spent my time here building a life, trying to do the honorable thing. Trying to build some kind of future. The normal kind ... a home and a family. But now I want to open my wings and fly off, fly on the winds of God. Wherever they may drift me, it is where I want to be. Free from trying to beat the world at it's own game so I can make an honest living for my future. I just want to serve God, I want nothing else. I want to forsake everything I have to follow God. My job, my life, my friends,...

God's Fighter

God's faithfulness to me is wider than any horizon and stronger than any hurricane and any persecution. The persecution has gone so much, I feel as though I will snap and I feel so guarded. But when I retreat to God, He gently reminds me that when none stand with me and yet even when all stand against me, that He has never left me. He is right there amidst it all.

I've felt so burdened by the persecution but He comforts me. For it is not the persecution that burdens me, but being...

God's Fighter

It seems I was the target tonight at work...or really Jesus was. Though they were mocking and berating me, they were really berating the Lord. This I must remember, though it does not change the pain I feel when they do. It causes me no regret but it causes me sorrow for them and causes me pain that they would say that to my Lord.

I work in a warehouse setting, unloading trucks. One of them showed me an unwholesome picture and then another from his phone, soon they all gained up...

God's Fighter