I can say the call of God is very great effort in our lives. I have tasted the love of God and tasted the grace of Christ. That is made me to come to know the truth in salvation.
The life in salvation is very different.. This is not physical or flesh and blood. That is a separate life with God.
In same time vision is given by in to heart.
vision is saying to stand for the sacrificed work in ministry to save and to help to other people.
Vision is inspiring to go to reach the suffering people in all.
Vision is giving mind to go and run for the will of God.
Some time if i am unable to stand for the truth.. and stand for the real work vision is crying and claiming on me that i am failing in my call.
Vision is not giving the chance to sleep without doing the will of God.
Vision is firing in heart, and pushing to run.
Vision is saying to satisfy with the present position and circumstances.
Vision is saying i am not in right stage, i am fail in God's call
Vision not giving the chance to see other workers and missions
Vision is firing and firing and firing

Circumstances are doing separate work
Family is going to unite with [IMG]file:///C:/DOCUME%7E1/chinnu/LOCALS%7E1/Temp/moz-screenshot-29.jpg[/IMG] circumstances
Body is preparing with the circumstances
people are uniting with circumstances
Some times mind is also bowing for the strength of circumstances
some spiritual people who are trusted by me, they are also joining in circumstances
Every person, every thing is bowing to the position of the circumstances

But vision is not bowing to the circumstances
But my heart which is with the vision to run in fields of ministry, is not willing to obey to the circumstances

So lost my personal happiness in my life
but some other joy is there for me
So lost many personal friends for my vision
So lost many things in body, in family, in every step..

This is true..
i want to die for my vision
which is given by Jesus to me.