My life as a transvestite.....
Posted 6th June 2009 at 01:40 PM by newborn-rising
Ok so I was going to follow on from my previous post and talk a little about how my depression gets to me and how I kerb the depression by by looking at tranny porn. I guess I have so much to say I really dont now where to start. Where do I begin to tell about my past experiances. I could start about the age I started dressing as a tv or about when I started to become hooked on pornography and how this eventually turned to homosexual porn. Drink and drugs came next. Then the homosexual acts and my dressing was well and truly out of hand and so was my life. I guess this could be how I came to now Christ and since I asked Christ to come into my life things are slowly getting better. I undestand now all the things I did was wrong. I still fall back to my old self, and last week was a bad week for me. Lots of tranny porn. But i pick myself up once again and stand to fight another day.
Thankyou Lord for being in my life.
Thankyou Lord for being in my life.
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 |  The Lord has promised newborn-rising that, "If we confess our sins, he is faithful and just to forgive us [our] sins, and to cleanse us from all unrighteousness." It seems that is what you are trying to do. Just remember, God the Father is reconciled with you because of the blood of the Lamb - Jesus Christ. Through the blood of Christ He has paid an enormous price for you and you mean so much to God that even while you have been embroiled in sin God wanted you so bad that He sent His Son to take the penalty we should take. I would encourage you to sign up for this daily devotional that is a big help to me: A Better Way To Live and continue to seek the face of the Lord, His ways, His character and His nature. No matter what you have done in the past the Lord can and will forgive you and cleanse you of all your unrighteousness, that is a major promise from God - but you must want to be forgiven and you must be able to forgive yourself. May the Lord bless you and strengthen you on your incredible journey. |
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