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mind clutter.....journaling it out always helped. When I was growing up we did not talk about things. I in particular was forbadden to say anything about anything at anytime...lol. it's good I can laugh at those things now, seems so not so long ago it always made me cry or at least want to. Oct. 31 is my sister's bd, we have never had a relationship ...she was never a sister and was my kids who told me about her and their dad, things like that cut like a knife. We had no communication for over...

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I still have healing to do, I just was meditating and it came to me that though my brain(mind) has healed and I no longer have false truths ruling me and no more what if's taking me over---the other day a swarm of cops decended in my yard in chase of a guy who was wanted for aggravated asult, .....I'd just been outside minutes before....the whole thing terrified me at first and the what if's started---what if he had come when I was outside and shoved me back inside and held me hostage!!!!!!!!! what...

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was going to write about weird so called coincidences/happenstances...such as, today I was at the cabin and said to my son-in-law that peaches were my fav fruit...when I got home later I turned on my fav radio station and heard this song I'd not heard before..."I'm going to the country and eat a bunch of peaches"
things like that happen to me all the time...once I saw a vision of the US lland formation change and years later they had people who saw the same on this show...can't...

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I have been puzzling what is it with mothers and daughters...why do daughters flip so over a mothers words...so I went to god...god's answer: Mother's think oh they (the daughter/s) never listen to them (the mother) anyway and so gives little thought to things she says, to her she is just having conversation.......to the daughter a mother's words weigh heavy, as heavy as god .......she is listening and feels the heartlessness, and feels rejection. I am going to be more mindful of how I talk to...

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Hurrican Jimina

I have been in love with Arizona since I first came here at age 16....I just love all the open space, I'd never seen anything like before and Jimmy , my older brother and I spent hours as kids watching and playing cowboys and indians............I had a facination with Native American beliefs from an early age. I am working on this hypothesis...from as long as I can remember I have had this uncanny experience/thing with the universe, it is very strong...you know me...

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