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Im such a horrible person, I have felt guilty about this every since I did it. The only thing I said to my mom on Christmas besides merry Christmas was would you watch Amira while we go sledding (my sisters family and mine)?
I didn't get her anything, I didn't ask her to spend Christmas with us or invite her to come after we were done. Nothing like that. I can't really stand my mom and she had never cared about anyone but herself, she is a lying alcoholic and she just makes me angery....

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Ok, So I like everything to be in it proper place, and I hate odd numbers and I can't stand my food to touch.
Well my husband loves to rearrange my house as many times in one month as humanly possible and I go into this instant rage when I come home and everything is turned around. So it seemed to me that my car was my only safe place....So I thought! He moved my car last night and this morning when I got in it the radio woudln't play and you couldn't hear it. I fiddled with it for about 10...

dark struggle

I have had many struggles in life, and sought out help from veriouse places. From a young child in grade school, I was constantly in trouble. I would go into such rage at any given moment over anything. After a test, if I couldn't get an answer right on my home work, ect. I could not control this rage, it was as if something just sort of took over. I would flip desks, dig my pencil into the paper ripping it, and making dark marks on the desk, I would yell....something, but could never remember...

dark struggle