Loving monster

Dear lord, Hollowed be thy name,

I won't pray something trivial like I hope I get a good Dog, or I hope my sick friend get betters, NO. I pray for the world to drop into the darkest most wicked point, the point that you are waiting to strike, I pray that you will do something to prove your worth to the humans on this earth. You want love? You want respect? You want us to care about you? Kinda hard to do when you are a shut in, a recluse, your followers can scream and screech about...

Loving monster

Loving monster

Today I was extremely saddened by the thought of my overwhelming lonliness. My good friend..... Let's just call him V for the time being. V called me up to see what was up and he could tell I was upset, he asked me what was wrong and after a few minutes of trying to goad me into saying what was wrong I told him and he kinda laughed it off and said that I needed to have sex. I let him know that wasn't what I was looking for. I needed someone to love and put some faith in, He got quiet and kinda whispered...

Loving monster

I didn't want it to come to this but I am feeling something nice on the site like a man sentenced to hanging seeing a pretty bird before the rope falls.

I feel as if I was going to die today, I put one of my children on the blog. My stories are important to me, after I am gone an no one cares I will have some sort of legacy. I doubt I will have children or a wife or even close friends so at the very least my writings will connect the world to both the sorrow I show in my day to day...

Loving monster

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Loving monster