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i hope this time i am more strong and more determined to break free from r cluctches...
i have not written since oct coz all the while she had relationship problems with her boy as well as friends... when she is down she would look for me then our friendship would improve...but when everything seemed bright and cherry she would just ignore me... always give me the roller coaster friendship... the last straw came yesterday and i hope really God can just end our friendship...
she has caused...

Lolitta

Life is so meaningless! How good if I have a stone heart and I
Can handle setbacks! I tried to do go things but nobody is supportive even my sister is so so
Selfish

Lolitta

Don't know what I am waiting for? Keep on looking at phone to see if I got messages? Do I expect that selfish r will text me? She is self-centered just like most of her friends. But I don't know why I got such a soft spot for r. Times after times I hv been insulted on
My worthlessness and injured my pride but stupid me again and again when she comes to me with full of problems I
Would be her listening years! Anyway what she sows she would reap.. I am tired of this friendship

Lolitta

I am sad to let go but i know i have to...
I am so so depressed...how come r is a fair weathered friends, she juz forgotten how her friends deserted when she needed support... now she is in a happy mood, reconciled with her friends, she juz kicked me out... Its okay, juz take it that i m doing a good deed... I pray that God will bless me abundantly for this deed...
but i m hurt and wounded again.... God pls give me your strength and help me to go thru again juz this time... can you also...

Lolitta

again r did the cold treatment to me... told me not to wait, cited working late etc... all nonsense... But i dont have friends to sympathise with me anymore... coz they are already told me to walk out... i ask for it coz of loneliness, i need company, so people and r can tell that i desired for company and attention and r took advantage...

i m wounded and troubled... and i pray that God will heal me and also draw Godly friends to me...
i m sad but then i renewed my gym membership...

Lolitta