xJesus.Freakx

I am just in love with this guy that I know...there's no way I can tell him though lol...God, this is all to you...WHy oh why do you have him in my life!?!? He is amazing, he's cute, very handsome, loves you, his family is amazing, he has 4 sisters and I want girls!, he wants the same things as me and he wants a wife!! Lord, why on earth did you put us in each others lives?!?!?

xJesus.Freakx

I don't understand why everything has to be about Jordan i wish it was still light outside! I would def. go for a walk!

Here is what is on my mind.

I don't get why my boyfriend doesn't get excited to hang out with me. I see other ppl's boyfriends and they are super stoked to see their girlfriends. I was thinking, maybe i'm not really that fun to be around. Maybe Jordan would much rather hang out with someone who is fun! Gosh...I dk. I wanted to ask him why he doesn't...

xJesus.Freakx

Soo, I'm having a very difficult time right now. Me and my boyfriend are having some problems in our relationship and I know that i am better than how I've been acting lately. I've been getting sad when he wants to have "boys night" and kind of jealous because I don't have any friends to hang out with. I've been getting really sad about the weather because it's been snowy, and whenever it gets like that, I get sad. I want to move somewhere where its always warm, like Hawaii or California...I...

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