Well my boyfriend of over a year and a half and the love of my life ended our relationship Wednesday night on the phone, without any previous warning. I've dated since I was fourteen and know of warning signs - distance, not answering calls, changes in affection, etc. None of this was here. We got into a small thing on Saturday but not a big fight, I was just a little aggravated at him and left so I wouldn't come off as grumpy. We had an amazing time Valentines - he claims now he was going to break up with me then but didn't want to hurt me.

Well, on Valentine's he called twice to see when I was coming over. He shaved his head that day. He took me to our couples restaurant where we haven't eaten in like eight months. He slow danced with me outside the place out of the blue. It was a great dinner and nothing strange happened. He then took me to the park and said one day we should have our names put together on a brick stone. We then watched some movies and had a great time.

On Monday I saw him again and watching another movie, great day, no fighting. Tuesday I saw him for like an hour and he asked if he would see me Thursday again as usual and got me some food at the gas station and we had a sweet breakfast together. Then Wednesday night was the phone call, very direct break-up...what on earth?? I am dumbfounded. He suddenly says he hasn't been happy for awhile and somethings I say and do bug him. He didn't give any examples and I am just floored. Just a little over three weeks ago he sent me an IM on looking at engagement rings together. I baked him a chocolate cake last Wednesday and brought it over to him for his birthday

Anyway prayers appreciated for grief, healing. I have prayed about this but feel nothing but loneliness. This has happened a few days before my 30th birthday, which is on Monday.