dizzydoll

[FONT='Verdana','sans-serif']Everyone has different path to healing. In my situation, I had to deal with everything on my own. No one would listen to me. I was discounted. When I came to the point where I could no longer cope, the only assistance I could obtain came from medication through the local MHMR, which is a government funded program for people who have little or no health insurance. . My hubby did not understand and withdrew into his own issues. Because of my abuse, I'd crave attention...

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Don't ya'll hate it when you are on the phone and one of 6 things will hapen a sombody or the dog pukes, the kids want stuff right then and need your undivided attention or the hubby decides to play but wants to embarras you while you on the phone or the doorbell rings, toilet will overflow or somthing will catch on fire. I hate to answer the phone. Trauma does not even begin to describe what happens when a phone rings in my house.
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I wrote this quite a while ago to a friend. Someone needed to hear it today.

Jesus Christ Himself spoke directly into my heart. I have always (lifelong) somehow felt that His promises do not apply to me. I am so unworthy. One of the huge issues I've been dealing with is the free choice thing and how even people who would hurt us for thier own selfish gains or self centeredness. This is the most painful issue. I grieved not having power over that choice. Ive been angry, bitter. Thing...

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21 Then Jesus left Galilee and went north to the region of Tyre and Sidon. 22 A Gentile[e] woman who lived there came to him, pleading, “Have mercy on me, O Lord, Son of David! For my daughter is possessed by a demon that torments her severely.”

23 But Jesus gave her no reply, not even a word. Then his disciples urged him to send her away. “Tell her to go away,” they said. “She is bothering us with all her begging.”
24 Then Jesus said to the woman, “I was sent only to help...

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I once read that according to Michael Angelo,-- a sculptor who views a piece of marble looks for the beauty, and for possibility within it. The sculptor’s goal is to reveal the treasure within the piece. We start out a rough sort of material but only God sees the beauty within. He shapes us without tools but through His spirit. if we will welcome and submit to His gentle touch. Our Heavenly Father is a God of the past, present, and future. This is love above which there is no other! It is the very...

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