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Today has been a rough one, woke up at 3am and could not get back to sleep. Got a call first thing in the morning from Tonie telling me just how he feels. I asked him to wait until after Christmas for this so that I could at lease enjoy one holiday this year. He has managed to make every Christmas miserable, and he always seems to pick the day that I am in the mood for decorating to do it.
I was looking forward to going over to his house to decorate for Christmas I was excited and ready...

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Yesterday I took my daughter to the fair, we had a pretty good time. She found a little friend to ride rides with her most of the early afternoon. Then just about the time he had to go we ran into her cousins from polson and they played the rest of the after noon together until they had to get to their concert then she found another little girl to play with all night, until about 10:30 when we left (so did the other little girl). She had so much fun. She one a little pillow pet (ladybug) and...

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Tonie and I took Rozzlin to the Newsboys concert at our fair last night. We spent an extra five dollars on the prais pit tickets to get her closer to the stage because this group is her favorite group of all time.
We got a call Sunday asking if we would like two backstage passes to meet the newsboys because the couple in our church had won them and heard how much our little girl loved this band. So we kept it a secret all the way up until they walked out to meet her (and a handfull of others)....

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I fell for you along time ago
you told me you loved me so
we were wed

A beautiful day it was for me
till the cake was wiped all over me
I told you before just how I felt
guess I didn't mean that much
to you


And Life will never be the same
I lost it all the day you gave
your self away

I gave you a little girl
I stayed home and let you go
out with your friends

I never kept you...

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I am trying to stay away from the poor me thing, and that is why I post here because its the only place where I can vent safely.
I truely don't understand how someone can destroy a ten year relationship and still get everything. I just got a call from the pastor of the church that wanted Tonie's phone number and then told me that we wasn't meeting with him to get Tonie to get back with me, and I told him good because Tonie and I are done that I was tired of the jelousy from him, and the...

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