byhisstripes

April, 27, 2010
Well today started out a little better, came to work and enjoyed the rain on the way as I regularly do when it rains. Things seem to be looking up. I did all of my invoices, helped my sister with her birthday party delemma and read some out of my book.
I had found during the course of the above events that there is a chuke cheeses in Billings Montana, I was excited because Billings is not that far from here, I quickly called my husband and told him that one of these weekends...

byhisstripes

April 28, 2010
Today is rough, it started out rough and finished just as rough, there is no easing up of this pain. I have longed for the feeling of God's presence in my life, I have longed for the sence of knowing that I, his daughter, have made him proud. I haven't felt that way in so long. I just want that feeling like I am doing his will and am on the right path like I once did not to long ago. The whole point of this fast for me was to have the fullfillment of his love in my life again....

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byhisstripes

April 26, 2010
Well I spent the majority of the day feeling ill, I think my husband and I got the flu. Still feel a little ill but not as bad as this morning.
I think I have been looking at this all from the wrong point of view. I have been looking at things through the flesh and not the spirit. My flesh self feels abandoned because I have not felt Gods presence for so long, and I have tried to do everything I could think of to get closer to God. I know God would never abandon me and...

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I am not really sure what happened, but Friday was supposed to be April 24 and Sunday April 25 and Today April 26, I only missed my blog for Saturday the 24 and Sunday the 25th but somewhere along the line it got sort of scrambles.
Saturday I spent all day at my sisters babysitting, then she and her three kids came over for dinner. She brought over lemond cake and some cookies and I could not eat any of them, it was such a struggles because the cake looked so good and I love lemon popyseed...

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