| It's odd being in a abusive relationship, you view yourself as the reason your partner is abusive. I always said growing up that I would never let that be me, but somewhere down the line like most things that message got lost. I just was so lonely I didn't care, you wouldn't believe what you are able to over look when you're desperate. I am sure my desperation for love or just someone to hold me at night, so I didn't spend it crying the whole time overrode common sense. Their was no escape anymore... |