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Still feeling slightly discouraged, but it's on and off.

"Don't worry about anything. Instead, pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank him for all he has done. If you do this, you will experience God's peace, which is far more wonderful than the human mind can understand. His peace will guard your hearts and minds as you live in Christ Jesus."
Philippians 4:6

I've been trying to do this today. I've also been reminding myself of God's promises....

LauraLu

Father, I just want to be happy. I don't want to go through this depression and sadness again. Was it wrong of Adam and I to talk again? I feel like some things were said that made it worth it, even though this is the way I feel afterwords. It would seem that you are trying to make it obvious to me that our time together is over and long gone. But Lord, you made me the way I am. You gave me a heart to love and care and hurt for others. Please help me to find the balance between that kind of care...

LauraLu

Sometimes I have a really hard time discerning what I think I am hearing. Is it from God? Am I making it up? What are the consequences if I don't follow through on what I'm hearing... and what if I DO and the instruction wasn't from God??

Adam has been out of my life for about two months now. But he has REALLY been out for the last two weeks. After Anna Grey's birth, he asked me to stop speaking to him because it hurt him so much. And he tends to run away from what hurts him. So, I...

LauraLu

So I came to a local coffee shop that I like to visit every once in a while to finish off my blog entry and relax, and turns out they don’t have wifi! I could have sworn I had seen people here using their computers before, but I guess they were just doing work that didn’t require internet. Oh well, now I know! Haha. From now on when I want to get on the internet and enjoy a drink, I will go to Caribou J In the meantime, I am still going to do what I came here to do, via Microsoft Word.
So...

LauraLu

I found my old blog from 2 Summers ago.

http://www.christianforums.com/t5886525/

I guess I'll just start new here.

I'm been having a lot of trouble sorting through my thoughts lately. Everything just seems to be going a mile a minute in my mind, and it's very hard to try to sit and pray, or even write a blog entry. I am so distracted with the birth coming up and preparing for the adoption and having problems with Adam that I'm finding it difficult to focus...

LauraLu