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My sister got all misty eyed,When I told her the house, we grew up in,Was burned down.Of course it didn't and I told her I was kidding.I can't see how, she would even care if that house got burned,Personally I wouldn't care if the whole neighborhood burned,As long as people and pets were okay....I really want that house gone,Just knowing It's still up,makes me mad.To me that whole area is evil to me.I just don't get how she's not as mad,As I am,About the way we were treated,I guess I was just lost...

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Never feeling safe,I keep wondering if my abuser was just beating me and he sons,Or trying to kill us.Are there anymore victims and why haven't her sons turned it in.I just can't believe that she just stopped beating kids.I can't even bare to say what she used,It's just tearing me up in side.It just slowly killing me.Food,Drugs or nothing seems to help.I keep wanting to turn it in or tell a therapist,But how would it make my parents look and my family feel that I never told them.I don't even trust...

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I try to focus on my cousin Cade,So that keeps me okay.Still miss someone,But at least I get to see him sometimes and it seems like he doing fine.

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Still working on it,I know not trusting or not understanding people cost so much all ready.Still trying to work on that.Also my cousin says I need to work on people skills,I'm sure she's right.I only do well on the Internet,Atleast I hope I do well on the Internet.

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Mr.Cade Turning 1.Most kids I think smile when they get to play in cake,But not Mr.Cade.(7-11-2009)As of (Sept,11-2009),He's walking and biting people now,I have no idea how to break the biting habit.He says O,what,Um yea,no and ball.I asked him one day if he was going to be sensitive baby today,he said um yea.His mother and I thought that was funny.When ever anyone tells him wait,not right now or no,he has a fit,Then I redirect him .It's kind of cute right now,But I'm sure it's going to get annoying.And...

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