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"Please Don't Fight These Hands That Are Holding You"

Posted 27th August 2009 at 04:49 PM by SteadyMyHeart
I think I'm gonna start writing on this thing again.

I was reading over my past entries in here and sad thing is I'm still struggling with the exact same things. Even a year later. How ubber sad is that?

Anyways, I've been fighting loneliness today. I just long for companionship and friends. Honestly, I don't have many friends outside of CF. I have two that I'm fairly close to but I hardly get to see. One especially I probably haven't seen in 6 months. It seems they have time for everyone but me ya know? I hate that feeling.

I just wish I had something to keep my mind occupied. Isn't it weird how we need distractions from distractions? It's so the truth though. Sad isn't it?

I keep telling myself that things are gonna get better. That "my time is coming" but it's getting harder to believe that with each passing day.

It's like I'm not TRYING to find a job and a life for myself. I am. There's just no jobs out there. Stupid economy. I have a grand feeling it's not gonna get any better sadly.

I'm trying to trust in the Lord with all this but it's so very hard when you've been trying and waiting for soooooooo very long.

Thanks to all who read this. I doubt anybody does. God bless.



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Bless you!! Love the song in your title.
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Posted 28th August 2009 at 10:14 PM by deepgreen11 deepgreen11 is offline
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Thanks for sharing and know that there are ones who are reading your message. I am new here only one day but for some "reason" I found my way to your message. Do not lose hope my friend. "Those who wait on the Lord shall mount up on wings of eagles." Also know that there are others out here who are going through what you are and are in fear to admit it to others. Many are hiding behind the mask of anonymity. Hope that your message will be used by the Spirit of the Living God to touch some of them. So please do not give up on sharing. Thanks again.
one man set free,
jeff
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Posted 4th September 2009 at 10:39 AM by Jeffz Jeffz is offline
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Sing it Out. Your unemployed, broke, and having a difficult time. That is not a fun situation. I remember when I was there. After several years, I went Bozo. I told God that I understood that I needed to learn something but I did not know what. I was tired of taking help from people. My Aunt said that maybe my suffering was for others to get the blessing of giving. She is a very kind Christian. I finally told God if he wanted me broke, that I was willing to do whatever He wanted, but I was done trying to pay the electric bill, water, house payment, insurance, etc. I was not going to fight my poverty any longer. Next month when the bills came in, I would not be there. I decided that I would take my daughter and myself and go live under a bridge in Seattle. I figured that would be a whole lot cheaper. My friends said I could come and live with them, but I was done living on charity. I got a job that month. I don't know your circumstances but hang in there and try not to go Bozo. dbh
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Posted 31st August 2010 at 11:15 PM by dbh dbh is offline
 
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