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It's been so long since I've written on my blog on here but I have no where else to to vent so here goes.

As of yesterday I'm officially friendless. I let go of some "friends" that we're just bringing me down and treating me like crap. The worst part? They're part of a bible study that I started!

I so can't believe how much one has changed. For the worst. We were super close for awhile until recently.

I confronted them on leaving me out of stuff...

SingingAtDawn

Hey everyone! Well, I got a temporary job! It's at my mom's friends church where her husband is pastor. I'll be doing data entry work. I'm not sure how long it will last. I'm thinking a month at the most! I'm thankful for anything at this point though. At least it's something.

I got the nerve and weighed myself Sunday morning. I've actually lost another pound! I couldn't believe it! So yay for that!

Well, that's all I got for now. Have a blessed day!

SingingAtDawn

Hey everyone. I haven't really got anything too exciting to write about today but since I haven't written in awhile I thought I would write a little something.

So, my weight loss. . .honestly my motivation has plummeted and I've just sorda put it on the back burner atm. How terrible am I? I just can't seem to get my gears together with this thing. I feel guilty but I just can't seem to get back into it ya know. I don't know what to do. If you have any motivation tips to share...

SingingAtDawn

Have you ever just felt like a huge chunk of you was missing? Like something was just off but you don't know what or maybe you do know what it is but there's no way you can "mend it". That's how I feel today.

I just basically feel. . .kinda...useless. Like my life is just going nowhere. Like I'm stuck in one place. My feet are just superglued to the floor so all I can do is stand there and wait for something or someone to unstuck me.

I've been feeling "stuck...

SingingAtDawn

This week has been kinda hard for me. I'm trying to "give all to Jesus" including my singleness and my desire for a relationship but it's been tough! I feel like I have to surrender 50 times a day! Is this normal? Temptation is everywhere it seems. Seeing couples. Seeing friends getting engaged and married. It's hard. It's really hard. I'm trying to hang in there. I'm trying really hard. It's just been tough this week.

I wish I could just cut these feelings off somehow. I...

SingingAtDawn