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Just needing to make some things clear to myself. I feel so discontent. I know the right thing to do in my marriage, but sometimes I don't know if it's the right thing anymore. Yeah, I want to be faithful and always devoted to my husband. I want to have only one marriage that lasts the rest of our lives and for our kids to not grow up in a broken home.

I guess I just want to feel happy. I don't get it in my marriage. I am bored and have always been bored. I am trying to find things...

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I want to kill myself sometimes. I think about overdosing myself a lot. I won't of course... to smart to do it... but I am so tired of not being listened to or cared about. I am hurt, angry and frustrated... what can I do?

HB

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You are the lover of my soul. Every fairy tale, every romance only barely touches on the romance we can have with you. You are perfect! My night in shining armor. Your love is pure and true, and you love me deeply, adoringly, passionately.

Who would've ever thought that we could have a love affair with our lord? That is what we were created for! Human love gives us glimpses of God's love for us. Through it we might be able to get some kind of idea of the depth, width, and...

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Could it be that you can be trusted? Could it be that you care? And that you will take care of me? I love your gentle whispers! I love it when to talk affectionately to me. You have given me your peace today, speaking gently to me and guiding me- making my paths clear and straight as I go on my way. How I wish it could be like that every day! I get lost in fear.

Could it be that you are bigger then I am? That I am able to trust you with every care? You have been speaking...

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When is this ever going to end? I feel like my time is wasted being so unhappy. Years flash by in a blur and things haven't changed. I have no friends to share with, no one to take solace in. The Lord tells me to hope but after a certain amount of hoping and being in want goes by you begin to get angry and doubt that there is anything to hope for and you ask him "why, why have not you done anything? What's the point in hoping anymore? If you are so faithful then why have you proven to be unfaithful...

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