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I'm a hypocrite. i KNOW this. NEVERTHELESS, I found his email on the net, and contacted him. Surprisingly he answered me back that day, and called me several times that day also. I finally returned his call. And we talked this afternoon. He's such a jokster. And playful. Hopefully I'll be seeing him around.

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I feel in my heart that what I want is a boyfriend. But I know that wont solve what's really bothering me. I want to be loved. But not by myself. And not by God. but it just seems that in the ways that I try to reach out to someone else, it backfires and leaves me with an even greater sense of being alone.

The loneliness I feel, to a great degree, is my own fault. I push people away by my own reclusiveness. But in an odd sense, I also believe that God is allowing me to...

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New day. New start.

Let's do it.

rita727

Frustrated
Distrustful.




hope.

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