jsimms615

I have been thinking about what God's will is for my life specifically about a new church home and there have been some issues at work. I have been a little anxious because so many people have left the office I work in lately. So, I am looking for God to guide me and I'm wondering what he wants me to do.

When I sit down and think about it, I know that there are some things that I know he wants me to do. I know he wants me to forgive others, which I have been holding some grudges....

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Looks like I haven't written on here in a long time. I started jogging about two weeks ago. The first week I went 5 times and the second week I went four, but one day I also worked in the yard for a couple of hours. Mainly I am doing this in order to get my blood sugar in order. My last A1C test was horrible and I had been feeling a lot of fatigue.
So, this morning I was very happy with a 100 on my fasting blood sugar. That is exactly where I want it to be. In face, I have been very...

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We visited a Baptist church today that we have never been to. They had a baby dedication and of course recognition of mothers.

I honestly wondered if we were worshipping mothers today or Jesus?

I felt really out of place. I wondered if the pastor was for real or if he was just being fake. I didn't feel close to God at all and wondered why I bother trying to go to church. I didn't feel like I fit in at all. I wonder if I will ever feel like that again in a church....

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I'm searching for words to express how I feel. I went to a ladies house today who I have known for about 3 years. She has had mental health services for the entire time. I know that she has had a worker who has worked with her for literally hundreds of hours. When I talked to her she seemed exactly the same as I remember, maybe a little worse. It depressed mne that as hard as we have tried to help her, she is not better off.

I'm feeling anxious and depressed and feel tired. ...

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It is Sunday night and I did not go to church today. Yesterday it was beautiful outside, but today it is raining. I am dreading going to work tomorrow. But, we have a mandatory meeting to go to at 10 am, so I have to be there. I have not heard anymore from the other place I interviewed at. I felt really good about the interview though.

I work in mental health and it really feels like I am burning out. I am trying to take better care of myself and my diabetes that I have. I...

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