Weapon of CHOICE ~Joy~ From the Hands of God

It's been a LONG time since I posted HERE !
This is from the other Blog area, October 12th, 2010....

* People don't die for a lie.*
I've died for You so MANY MANY times, Jesus. And there's MORE dying to do.

Matthew 5:9
"Blessed are the peacemakers, for they shall be called sons of God.

*'peacemakers' not peaceful. Peacemakers go into war and DOMINATE the thing meant to cause conflict ! God's unlimited realm is FULLY DOMINATED by God. Heaven is fully bent...

Shachah

Jesus, there's a familiar old skip in my step through the snow. For me, that had been missing when I used to work out in it. These past 5 years, I have been LOVING the snow. Everybody at work had that li'l kid twinkle in their eyes anticipating the snow coming our way today. We're all less anxious about it because we have the weekend to be snowed in and to dig out. So hunker down .....with a warm cup' o steamin' somethin-or-other, some good company, a special someone, a project, a book, a glass...

Shachah

....is so easily marred by the knowing that it has gone missing. I wouldn't know what I was missing if I had never had any. There is utter joy in having EVER KNOWN love... TRULY. It's a rare rare thing to love and be loved in return. There seems to be a LOT that can come against love's bond to mar and scatter it. I guess the enemy of Your Heaven has a fair stock in seeing love thwarted when it rears its beautiful face in his kingdom of deception and appetites. I feel small, out of control and wounded...

Shachah

It seems like for months and months and years, even, I have been living with a shortness of breath. It's the weight of grief over the repeated loss of Teknon that has collapsed my breathing, really. Compounded with the complete lack of understanding of HOW he could be so ugly toward me, and WHY ? It's both a figurative and a literal truth. My spirit has been impaired in his absence.

Spirit, pneuma, also meaning breath and the seat of power, emotion, affection,... has often impacted...

Shachah

originally posted on June 24th in cfBlog1:
WHEW ! Fruitfulness and obligations..... family and seasonal duties.... I always slump off from my Blog with You at this time of year, Jesus. I am so glad that You are right here in me. We never lose track of each other... only of the letters and records of the joys that You grant me through the days going by. Sooooo many things I wanted to get here to record and thank You for since last week. Post-its everywhere with thoughts and blessings and lessons...

Shachah