Nillas thinking corner

If we think really hard about it, we're all vessels. Vessels just like these


Granted we all don't look like that though. Some are taller, some smaller, some might be darker, green or red maybe.. but we're still like vessels. Now maybe you wonder what crazy person is behind this blog... but bear with me just a little longer.

In what way are we like vessels.. well...

Nilla

Hey!!

Long time no blogging.

Lately my life has been busy, lots of things happening at work and lots of things happening in my personal life. Both with my walk with God and relationships. Family wise and with my boyfriend.

Starting with the family - parents are worried about my relationship with my boyfriend - why? Because of the medical issues. Nothing life threatning but something that does affect day to day life in a small way. I get that is normal...

Nilla

Sitting here listening to an amazing song with the same title as this blog entry. Satisfy my soul....

There's been a lot going on lately.. work is not the best, I've been stressing and we've got parent - teacher meetings going on. Where we meet one teacher with the kids parents (one family at the time) and we talk about what's going on, how they feel about things and so on. Not all these meetings are easy since we also have to bring up things that are not so great.

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Nilla

YouTube - ‪Come To Jesus - Chris Rice (Lyrics)‬‎

This song brings me to tears because it reminds me that I'm not alone. That I'm loved, no matter what.

It also reminds me that God is there, always. When I'm sad, He is there to listen and comfort me. When I'm happy, He is there to share my joy.

When I need forgiveness, He is there to forgive me and to lead me onto the right path again.

I know I don't deserve...

Nilla

I have so much that I need to tell You. So much that needs to get out but somethings I don't know how to put into words. Other things I'm sure You're getting tired of hearing.

I've still got questions about Christians death. He wrote that in time we would all understand, I'm not sure I'll ever understand. I know I could have been a better sister, I know that.
I don't know if there was a thought behind it but he died the day before my birthday, was that a message to me...

Nilla