Someone pointed out to me that I haven't been posting in my blog since I joined staff. I hadn't thought about it but then I realised it was true.

The reason is simple but also very wrong. I had gotten it in my mind that as a staffer I should be flawless and close to perfect.
No one has said to me that I need to be. No one has ever said not to show I'm not perfect, that's something everyone knows anyway since we're all sinners. But I thought that if I showed my doubts and struggles that it would somehow make me unfit to be on staff. Talk about messed up thinking!!

I'm working on trying to show more of who I am and posting more out in the forums to get to know all the wonderful people I know you are.

And to the one who pointed it out to me: Thanks!!

God bless and s
your no-where near perfect
Nilla