Waiting for the Miracle to Come ...

From a single "doppleganger" things seem to have grown to a veritable influx of chipped bits of reflecting glass, so to speak, forming a bizarre mosaic of sorts. It becomes impossible to NOT wonder whether someone or something bes involved in orchestration of this for some twisted purpose. Could this be a game someone bes playing? And if so, to what end? What purpose could it possibly serve?

Occam's Razor and a keen awareness of the treacherous nature of paranoia demands...

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can't swallow a single archetype more at this point. freaked out on pharaoh, probably because we don't care for the thought of drowning, much as we loathe dry places (you will find scientific correlates of metaphorical proximity, we trust).

well this certainly proves an interesting titration method. never involved a virtual doppleganger before. feeling a little like that episode of Dr. Who we watched just before this all began might have somehow mapped associatively over onto re-watching...

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It occurs to me the more i write that i'm in need of a new language, a new mode of expression. So much of what i've sought to convey has had that inherent mixed message dilemma, that kind of "please read between the lines and realize that while i'm speaking the uttermost despair of the depths of my feeling soul in as literal terms as possible, deep down inside a part of me is screaming for you to see me, to hear me underneath this stone door i'm slamming shut in your face, and to care enough...

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Moriah's son D. has totally gotten daimonizomai into this. Goal for 2009: to become a passable traceuse. This stuff just rocks.
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Started getting intrigued by it while playing Assassin's Creed on the X-Box 360. Then D. came home on leave from the Army for winter holiday break and brought some movies featuring thes skills, such as District B13 and The Great Challenge. The former being the better movie, story-wise. The latter doesn't have...

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Had a realization come today that basically made it clear to me why I keep running into what I keep running into in the human world, particularly the religious realm. I'm sure it got in part prompted by viewing Zeitgeist but not entirely; it had been percolating in there for some time already. It dawned on me afresh that seeing as only a genuine miracle of God can bring actual, real, lasting, genuine salvation, deliverance, and/or healing -- and seeing that human beings have utterly no control...

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