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Patterns Patterns Everywhere
Posted 26th December 2008 at 03:49 PM by Moriah_Conquering_Wind
From a single "doppleganger" things seem to have grown to a veritable influx of chipped bits of reflecting glass, so to speak, forming a bizarre mosaic of sorts. It becomes impossible to NOT wonder whether someone or something bes involved in orchestration of this for some twisted purpose. Could this be a game someone bes playing? And if so, to what end? What purpose could it possibly serve?
Occam's Razor and a keen awareness of the treacherous nature of paranoia demands an examination of the hard facts too. Most notably, the sheer egotism involved in thinking anyone, let alone a group of people (though it could feasibly be all one person or two or three playing a game all in on it together) would go to such lengths at all for someone insignificant like Moriah, and then the absence of any discernible motive -- what would be the point of doing so? Though in the past, counting even back as far as childhood when it had been even smaller and less significant, this never seems to have stopped them humans before (and Moriah never did figure out why back then, either). They still delighted in such "orchestral maneuvers in the dark" (so to speak) plotting and executing schemes merely, it can only surmise, for the sheer kick of playing with its head. So despite the fact that old Occam could very well slit anyone else's throat with his razor on that count and in that regard, he cannot really even reach Moriah's. Moriah has too much history attesting otherwise to be soft beneath his cutting swathe, and of such nature as to make the seemingly-incredible far too feasible for comfort.
At any rate, real or not, there does seem to be a discernible and decided influx of these scattered mosaic reflectors, for lack of a better word. It started with one in particular doing something of a "doppleganger" effect. When Moriah detected this and determined to actively thwart any attempts at a changeling operation resulting from it, all of a sudden these scatterings began to turn up. Similar to the phenomenon it witnessed some years ago when "shards of Jack" started turning up all around, glistening through various hosts. Now it seems Moriah's shards have splintered out and scattered and embedded themselves into various others and glisten back when it lays eyes on them.
These things bes meant for Recognition, as they have been meant before, which means now must be a time for focusing upon its archetypal identity and the work attendant thereunto. Frankly this could not have come at a less opportune moment, because Moriah bes more inclined than anything else to just withdraw. It does not like replicating. It does not tend to like its replicants either. It never has. Probably because deep down inside, it does not like itself, either, so it does not like anything parading itself in front of its eyes and doing so in a mocking, demeaning, diminishing fashion. That behavior it finds abusive. You do not convince another to take counsel with your criticisms by offering insulting parodies.
Occam's Razor and a keen awareness of the treacherous nature of paranoia demands an examination of the hard facts too. Most notably, the sheer egotism involved in thinking anyone, let alone a group of people (though it could feasibly be all one person or two or three playing a game all in on it together) would go to such lengths at all for someone insignificant like Moriah, and then the absence of any discernible motive -- what would be the point of doing so? Though in the past, counting even back as far as childhood when it had been even smaller and less significant, this never seems to have stopped them humans before (and Moriah never did figure out why back then, either). They still delighted in such "orchestral maneuvers in the dark" (so to speak) plotting and executing schemes merely, it can only surmise, for the sheer kick of playing with its head. So despite the fact that old Occam could very well slit anyone else's throat with his razor on that count and in that regard, he cannot really even reach Moriah's. Moriah has too much history attesting otherwise to be soft beneath his cutting swathe, and of such nature as to make the seemingly-incredible far too feasible for comfort.
At any rate, real or not, there does seem to be a discernible and decided influx of these scattered mosaic reflectors, for lack of a better word. It started with one in particular doing something of a "doppleganger" effect. When Moriah detected this and determined to actively thwart any attempts at a changeling operation resulting from it, all of a sudden these scatterings began to turn up. Similar to the phenomenon it witnessed some years ago when "shards of Jack" started turning up all around, glistening through various hosts. Now it seems Moriah's shards have splintered out and scattered and embedded themselves into various others and glisten back when it lays eyes on them.
These things bes meant for Recognition, as they have been meant before, which means now must be a time for focusing upon its archetypal identity and the work attendant thereunto. Frankly this could not have come at a less opportune moment, because Moriah bes more inclined than anything else to just withdraw. It does not like replicating. It does not tend to like its replicants either. It never has. Probably because deep down inside, it does not like itself, either, so it does not like anything parading itself in front of its eyes and doing so in a mocking, demeaning, diminishing fashion. That behavior it finds abusive. You do not convince another to take counsel with your criticisms by offering insulting parodies.
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| | I love who you are, and who you are capable of being, Moriah. I kinda get what you mean, I think. There are some people who sort of simmer into a saucy thickened version of me, like a replica, sometimes. It's like they see a beam of light in me that they covet, yet they can't quite locate it's source. (Sometimes, that's probably my fault. I am, sometimes, very hesitant to share my walk in 3d with people next to me. I have always been more adept at written testimony. I have the "Paul thing," I call it. You know the part, Quote: 2 Corinthians 10:9-12 (The Message) 9-11 And what's this talk about me bullying you with my letters? "His letters are brawny and potent, but in person he's a weakling and mumbles when he talks." Such talk won't survive scrutiny. What we write when away, we do when present. We're the exact same people, absent or present, in letter or in person. 12 We're not, understand, putting ourselves in a league with those who boast that they're our superiors. We wouldn't dare do that. But in all this comparing and grading and competing, they quite miss the point. Anyway, my lack of recognition of an opportunity for giving of the Glory Up ^, where it belongs, lands me in a position of seeing the rise and fall of an infatuation, with my 'apparent wisdom' or attraction, in those infatuated. I try to work in the Glory credit where it is due, on Him, at times... and I have learned that without a true anointing on that testimony it seems to land FLAT... even ON me. I seek to just move along and relocate the Pillar of Cloud, so that _I_ can regain the Lord. Any following of my own fears, doubts, discomforts, at times like those, have proven out to land me in the same location, so far. Flat smack dab in the middle of a muddle of my own making with that 'admirer.' That, of course my conclusion, as imitation is the highest form of flattery, IMHO. It's that old adage... "Don't follow ME, follow HIM ! If I fall down, you're liable to land right on top of me !" I have to rest on the POWER of the Sower, the Waterer and the Harvester to take up the mantle for such seed scatterings. The Lord often draws me on and away from there to another field. It's, again, about His Power and His Glory manifesting. It's NOT dependent on me at all, only my obedience and allegiance to His calls on my spirit, by His own, are my due part. Sometimes, I WANT to be there to tidy up, or regain cohesion, or 'reassemble, rearrange' the fruition of His Glory so that _I_ can witness it's 'zapp' and get my Spirit-filled 'buzz.' .... when, in fact, my participation in the furthering of His process is spent and dead... He has ASKED me to move on.... the anointing is gone from there for me. NO MORE LIFE ! Death ! Any attempt at remaining results in dead rituals and law. So, when shards of me seem scattered about and poorly interpretted or worse, propogating death.... _I_ don't belong there.... I missed the first Pillar of Cloud out of there and seek another. Does that make any sense, dear... or am I missing your point ? Your's was stated in abstraction, somewhat. This is where your words took me... Love dancing around with you again. |
Posted 29th December 2008 at 11:29 AM by Yasha |
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